Wednesday, March 31, 2010 // 1:08 AM
♣ Life Sucks
My life is getting harder and harder.
Studies?
Year 3.
FYP - Stress
GPA - Stress
I must start studying hard already.If not,how am i going to further my studies??
My GPA keep dropping and dropping like nobody business.It is already a bottomless hole already.
Work?
Huge announcement next month.
Confirm the future will be getting worst and worst.
It's getting harder and harder to work there already.
I wanted to resign,is just sooner or later.
Time to make use of the remaining 1 year to enjoy before NS.
But,resign = no money,how to enjoy?
Friend?
New class is erm...speechless.
I am lucky to have SWQ as my bestie.
Someone who share experiences with.
Someone who complaints with.
Someone to hang out and makes me forget my problems for the time being.
But my ex-clique is dead.Officially dead.
Relationship?
Hardest to type.
We may seems to be ok at the outside,but not in the inside.
People thought we are what they see.
But is just the surface.
Haiz.
Sometimes,i know what will happen,but i prefer to wait.
True love's a gift.
We let it drift.
Sometimes,either of us sad,the other will know.
Emo alone.Cry alone.Listening to songs.Looking at the pictures.
Haiz.
I just don't get what you mean sometimes.
I trying very hard.
But sometimes try too hard is a bad thing.
Please talk to me?
Life?
Nothing to do.
Wan enjoy life also don't know how yet.
Sometimes the bad things keep stacking up,one after another.
Feel like asking why am i born into this world?
Why should i suffer all this?
Why?
Just make me die faster can?
I don't want to live on already.
If some day i died unexpectedly,please don't feel sad for me.
I am happy to leave the world.
Sometimes,one cannot try too hard to do something.
Regardless of anything.
Trying too hard might backfired.
On the other hand,don't try will shows no effort.
Just like wooing a gal.
Want woo,must show effort,but cannot overdo it,it will backfired.
Lol.
BGR also.Show more effort in,it will hackfired.Don't show effort,people will say you this and that.
Haiz.
Hard to be in a BGR.Left wrong,right wrong,everywhere also wrong.
Guys always the most at fault cause they just want to make the gals happy.
Keep admitting your fault even if it's not.Is it worth it?
But guys will always have to be guys.
Gals expect guys to know everything about them.Their habit and so on.
How to achieve that when we are not blood related?
Different DNA,different mindset.
Characters indeed play important role in BGR,but it works much more for marriage.
BGR wise,is a test of how both of you can communicate.
Different characters can also works well,if you know how to handle it.
So to all the couples out there,please don't use 'Different Character' as a breakup reason.
That reason is almost equals to 'You don't want to put in effort./Not enough effort.'
Love can powers almost everything.
So even if difference character,it is still possible to be together.
Who knows,maybe 6 months down the road,both of you have the common goal.
Those who BGR length counts in YEARS,don't you think is a waste just to smack it just for some stupid reason?
As long as you are mature,everything can be solved.
Mature pple, even character different always quarrel, they will still try to work it out and solve it as they are$ more understandable, reasonable and less sensitive.
As long as it can be solved,time is there for you.
Since both of you have already spend quite a long time together,why can't just settle it maturely?
Instead of during quarrel,tend to insist they are right, or pushing blames or ignore each other for few days until they totally forget about it.
This type of pple, only drag things, wont solve the problem, and the problem might carry on in the future and turn out worst.
This is a bad decision for us to make.
Love is blind.
